The trees grow …

The trees grow more restless;
October wind weaves through them:
they shake their arms in dismay
as if to fight the coming cold
and the grief of leaves going.

Autumn air does a heart-dance
on branches already gone barren;
the misty air clings to golden leaves,
making the trees bend even lower.

It is a season to hold the trees close,
to stand with them in their grieving.
It is a time to open my inner being
to the misty truths of my own goodbyes.

Autumn comes. It always does.
Goodbye comes. It always does.
The trees struggle with this truth today
and in my deepest of being, so do I.

Every autumn, nostalgia fills me;
every autumn yearning holds me.
I cling to the ripeness of summer,
knowing it will be many long months
before I can catch a breath of lilac,
or the green of freshly mown grass.

And so I begin my fallow vigil,
remembering the truth of all ages:
Unless the wheat seed dies
it cannot sing a new birth.
Unless summer gives in to autumn
springtime will never embrace me.

The Ache of Autumn in Us
by Joyce Rupp

prophets yell because
their hearts are on fire.

they scream at the world
trying to wake us up.

they can’t help it.
after all,
God is in their throats.

-Steven James

a poem by Steven James

Father,
from now on as we talk,
I’ll be sharing more of my life with you,
as well as the stuff that frustrates me,
the things I’m concerned about,
and where I’m hurting,
and what I’m hoping for,
and thinking about,
and planning,
and remembering,
and sometimes, if you don’t mind,
I’d like to just sit with you
and not say anything at all.

Sound OK to you?